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i should title this “My Azn Life” :P
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:| i feel like a retard… >.> i guess its just one of THOSE DAYS…maybe i should just start another blog… >.> im getting no where…at least i have a place to let out those “negative” emotions…? :\ meh.
this is turning into my bitchin about my “life” >.> :\ i get over things pretty easily…
i mean not much to talk about anymore then complain about how “unfair” the world is to me…sometimes i sound just like a spoiled brat…<- hypocrite.
:| yea i hate myself,…but i hate others more ;P jk…but still >.>
Darkness
Darkness….
That’s all there is around me. As to who am I, and how did I get here, I do not know.
I do know one thing though, I am alone….
This place is empty, completely devoid of everything.
There is no light, no warmth, and certainly no comfort. The darkness seems uninviting, yet it beckons to me. A blurred nostalgia washes over me, yet I can’t remember anything….
Surely this is some kind of tunnel with a source of light at the end. There must be a way out.
Tentatively, a foot slides out in the direction that I perceive to be forward. A tiny step is taken, and the ground is holding firm. There is a pause, as I hesitate, unsure of what to do next.
Slowly, trembling arms are stretched out to the sides and shaking hands fumble about in the murkiness, hoping to brush against some solid structure to find my bearings in this place.
It’s…been awhile, hasn’t?
not that anyone would care…
there’s so many things that i see around me.
many things that i don’t like (yes i do complain a lot)
and so little
i can do to change it.
i don’t have power.
and I,
Stand ALone.
It has always been One,
has it not?
Struggling alone
in the Darkness.
They scorn me,
mock me,
ridicule me.
But this is in fact
Reality.
Things aren’t as they seem.
So why must I,
for the sake of other’s
sugarcoat truth?
That is asking for deception.
To Lie Oneself
is to Lie
to those around you.
Society asks,
no it forces me to conform.
I will NOT Yield;
to it, or those around me.
I am Myself.
My Own Person.
I am Me.
I will not change
to become someone I am not.
I’d rather be hated for who I am,
rather than loved for who I am not.
NO.
I have my resolve.
I will Strive,
In the direction
I have chosen myself.
Regardless of the warnings,
the Future’s uncertainty doesn’t scare me at all.
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It’s true, I am Chinese and I was born this way.
At a young age I began to notice this difference. I was attracted to neither boys nor girls. In middle school, I liked math, and in college, I did my homework all night long.Being Chinese is not a choice, it is genetic. There are risks to being Chinese because society cannot accept the union between a human and a textbook. I have Chinese friends who didn’t need sex because they could foreplay instruments and get screwed by O Chem instead. Now, they don’t have a social life and is shunned by others.
But fear not, life will get better. I grew up as a Chinese and I am proud of it (just look at my user name). There is the LGBTC (Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, Transgender, Chinese) community to help you be comfortable with your Chinese orientation.
1,338,299,512 people came out as Chinese. You are not alone.
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There will always be a LIE in believe an OVER in lover an END in Friends an US in trust and an IF in life
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :)
>.< SUPERBIA SQUALO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!♥♥♥♥ ♥-♥ I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! XDXDXDXD :D
i should make a cupcake and a shrine and offer it to youLOLOLOL…of course that is perfectly normal and acceptable, of COURSE.
The Hypocrites Around me
Let’s take a step back, how many of us do this? :
“You should be a light for other people. Live so that they will see the good things you do and will praise your Father in heaven.”-Matthew 5:16
I most certainly don’t.
“Don’t speak one message and live another. People are watching the way we act more than they are listening to what we say.”-Max Lucado, A Gentle Thunder
….I have nothing against Christianity, but honestly how many of them follow their words of wisdom. Before they start hacking away at me, they should correct themselves. If I were to take their belief then, not only that, but they have no right to judge me at all in the first place.
APchinese prompt LOL
周新，
我跟你的问题差不多，但是，不是完全一样。我的爸爸已经把我的未来，帮我计划好了，但是做决定的还是我，因为这是我的生活。爸爸帮我想好了未来，是因为他想要我好。你的父母肯定也是这样。谁不希望自己的小孩好呢？
我的兴趣是在我的爸爸想要我学习的范围里面，所以我能接受他给我的意见。在这里，你就跟我不一样了。你的兴趣跟你父母要你去读的专业，完全不一样。我觉得你应该考虑一下，你以后做你想要做的事，能不能养活自己。除非你有那个能力，那就照你的兴趣去读。反正最后还是你自己的生活，只有你能做这个决定。
The End Justifies the Means
I live in the now. Life is too short for me to be concerned with morals. In the end, does any of this even matter? The end point for all of us is death. Rules were created not only to be followed, but broken. What ever happened to “living life to the fullest”? No one has ever said it has to be within moral bounds. pfft. Humans and their messed up perception of what is right and what is wrong. In the end most of us don’t even have our own opinions. They just take what society deems is “just” and apply it to everything. WHY DON’T WE ALL START THINKING FOR OURSELVES?
You don’t know me.
people can’t read what is not there on a page, likewise they can not even begin to fathom what is not shown in expression on another’s face. what’s left, is to imagine…and that is as far off from the truth than one would think.
HYPOCRITES…i am one myself..but there are bigger ones out there…>__>
that moment when a bitchy girl starts acting like she loves god…>__> LETS BE HONEST NOW SHALL WE?
1. i am a hypocrite..of course IM HUMAN.
2. YOU’RE A FUCKING BIGGER HYPOCRITE…honestly what is the act for? doesn’t look like you give two fucks about God and all that jazz in your personal life, so for the sake of preserving the “christian” name stop you’re disgusting act…even as an agnostic/atheist i find it disgusting…>__> and ppl wonder why i dislike religion…
i know i’m being judgemental…A LOT..but…still…the amount of christians that judge what I’m about to post is saying more than this rant of RAGE.
I know I’m a hypocrite…but….
You’re a fucking hypocrite. I don’t need someone like you to tell me shit about life, much less your fucked up philosophy of it. >__> why don’t you take your own advice sometime and stop complaining about something so fucking trivial. GODDAMMIT.
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